Looking at flawed media with hope for the future.

Dhalgren’s Bellona: The Ruins of Morning

“Here I am and am no I. This circle in all, this change changing in winterless, a dawn circle with an image of, an autumn change with a change of mist. Mistake two pictures, one and another. No. Only in seasons of shortlight, only on dead afternoons. I will not be sick again” (55).

Dhalgren’s Bellona: Prism, Mirror, Lens

Dhalgren is a 1975 science-fiction novel by Samuel R. Delany, a gay, dyslexic, dysmetric author best known for works including Babel-17 (1966), The Einstein Intersection (1967), Nova (1968), and Dhalgren, although he has written many more books and essays. Dhalgren is thought of by many as being an exploration of his neurodivergency in a way…

Sex, Romance, and Relationships in “Saiki K”

So, after ages of being told to watch it, I’ve finally started The Disastrous Life of Saiki K. And, of course, I have thoughts. Kusuo Saiki was born to a passionate married couple, who were originally loving but soon grew to seemingly hate each other. Both of his parents consistently manipulate their son’s psychic powers…

His Dark Materials: Disability in “The Subtle Knife”

I’ve written about the second season of the TV adaptation of Philip Pullman’s His Dark Materials, so I think it’s only fair that I write about the second book. The show is a close adaptation in many ways, but it’s been a while since I read the trilogy, and I’m curious about how it compares.…

Disability in “Iron Widow”

Iron Widow is a 2021 young adult fantasy novel by Xiran Jay Zhao (they/them). It’s an imaginative futuristic retelling of the story of China’s only female emperor, Wu Zetian. It’s particularly notable for Chinese and queer representation, but I’d like to highlight the disabled representation presented by Zetian.

Suburban Queerness in “Torchwood: Serenity”

“Serenity” is the twenty-ninth episode of the Big Finish Productions audio drama series inspired by the TV show Torchwood. In it, bisexual couple Ianto Jones (called “Ifan”) and Jack Harkness (called “Ken”), both men, go undercover as a married couple in the “ordinary” gated community Serenity Plaza in search of an alien sleeper agent from…

Wonderstruck (2017)

Brian Selznick adapted his 2011 novel “Wonderstruck” into a screenplay, which then became a film directed by Todd Haynes. Rose, a deaf girl, was played by a Deaf actress, Millicent Simmonds; Ben, a boy who starts out deaf in one ear and later becomes fully deaf, was played by a hearing actor, Oakes Fegley.

Bran Davies vs. Disability Tropes

Susan Cooper’s The Dark is Rising Sequence is a fantasy novel series published between 1965 and 1977. Surprisingly, her books feature an albinistic protagonist, who makes his first appearance in the fourth book, The Grey King, originally published in 1975. Part of what made The Dark is Rising stand out to me when I read…

hbomax’s pure & the nature of intrusive thoughts

I’m writing this as I watch the first episode of Pure, a 2019 HBOMax original show about a woman with primarily-obsessive OCD (“Pure-O”) with taboo intrusive thoughts. It was cancelled after one season, presumably due to low ratings, the uncomfortable subject, or simply a lack of viewers. One of the first scenes of the first…

Trauma in Carrie: The Musical

The stage adaptation of Stephen King’s Carrie has a long and convoluted history. I recently watched a performance of the 2012 remake, and I can say confidently that I loved it.

kid blink & disability (newsies)

you ever just have something and need to talk about it but you can’t figure out how? that’s me right now. I don’t think anyone will really mind if I just rephrase things I’ve said before on Discord and see where that takes me, right?

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